i can't get myself to stop using my laptop! D: i need to study! AHHHHHHHHHHH~
& YUP, MY LAPTOP! :D FINALLY! XD

chinese new year is coming! :) HOHO~ EXCITED. :D zzz why valentine's day clash with new year -.- cannot go out with friends. -.- but never mind. ANG BAOs ARE ON THE WAY! :DDD
so are the delicious BA GUAs. XD

i've been telling myself to blog, but i just don't feel like blogging recently. anyway, i feel like a stalker now. XD Zzzz, i'm not going to google anybody else's name on google from now onwards XD

anyway, i have decided to join CO again. the feeling of playing my zhongruan is.. hmmm, i don't know what word to use. but i realised i forgot what it felt like to look at the scores and play the zhongruan until i did on monday. i got my heart set out to join co by the time i went for netball training. i like to play the game, but i don't like to do footwork and everything. LOL. lazy mah. so ya i decided not to join netball. & PLEASE, I'M NOT JOINING DANCE. -.-

lectures have been boring and i have no problem feeling stupid in school. LOL. seriously, the ppl there are like smart. they learn fast plus they study a lot too. its like everytime break you will see people studying. -.- okay, we've been doing to the same so life has been boring except today. LOL. daniel koh brought board games to play. so we played during break. we ended up playing ' I Have Never' LOL. adrian and bing han lost. LOL. adrian had to go to some JH1 class and shout 'i'm your teacher for today' and bing han had to kneel and propose to some random girl. LOL. XD
i shall upload the videos soon. XD

HOHO~ oh ya, we celebrated zheng peng's birthday yesterday. :DD HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENGPENG :D oh, today is shriram's birthday.. so ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHRIRAM! :)

NETBALL OR CO? :/ SOMEONE TELL ME.

i seriously don't mind joining netball, i'm just worried i can't cope and that you will see Annabel the zombie instead of Annabel the human. LOL. i don't mind joining co too. but i think once i join co i might be so unhappy with that co that i want to make a change. oh come on, seriously. i still think mf better than njc XD at least mf still follow the sit-half-the-chair rule. & i only want zheng lao shi as my conductor! LOL. it sounds like as though i already know the answer, but somewhere inside me.. i still wanna join co.

Outdoors Activity Club, Basketball and Interact club are already kicked out of my choices of cca. CHIOR AH CHIOR. i also don't think i want to join that because i can sing at kbox whenever i have the time. basketball can just call rieka and pearlin out to play. or in school just call some random person also can. basketball brings people together. outdoors activity club.. i like cycling but i don't like rock-climbing.

CO OR NETBALL?

if i don't join co, my 4 years of learning zhongruan will be wasted D: and if i join co, i might not be able to perform in this year mfco concert. MAN.. if i join netball, i might freak out at my first competition. and if i don't join netball, i'll never know what its like.

why are the freaking auditions and try-outs on the same day? D:

okay, thinking about how my cca can contribute to my portfolio... SYF will look good in it. plus, joining co will be a thing i'm more familiar with.

omg, i think i'm joining co. but i shall try to go for both auditions and try-outs. if i can't go for both.. then i'll think about it again because after i typed i might be joining co, i want to join netball badly all of a sudden. -.-

& SERIOUSY. I WANT MY KM ACCOUNT ALREADY. i don't understand my econs notes. WHAT'S NJ DOING. plus i spilled coffee on my chem notes. T.T so sad.. my heart ached. LOL. i realised i'm truly from NJ. when the coffee spilled, my first reaction was to save my notes. the first thing i dried was my notes. LOL. mugger traits coming out. LOL.

went to play pool with hh and rieka today. :DDD then had lunch at pasta mania. benedict and ccl joined us. we attempted to look for ccl's bag but in the end hh had to go. so rieka and i went to study. erm, all my work went to waste because it was stained by coffee. thanks a lot. its fate man. fate. -.-

Lydia 迷離的眼眶
為何流浪　心碎的海洋

受了傷　連微笑都徬徨
Gypsin女郎　為誰而唱

你會看見霧　看見雲　看見太陽
龜裂的大地 重複著悲傷

他走了帶不走你的天堂　風乾後會留下彩虹淚光
他走了你可以把夢留下　總會有個地方　等待愛飛翔

Lydia 幸福不在遠方
開一扇窗　許下願望

你會感受愛　感受恨　感受原諒
生命總不會只充滿悲傷

LOL. fine that song is old. but its melody is what i feel like listening to. i shall try listening to the indo songs rieka sent me today. LOL.

OH, my uniform is supposed to be waterproof and fireproof. so why were we drenched this afternoon? BIBI BABA CHEATS MONEY. -.-

went to back to mayflower with pearlin yesterday. somehow, it felt foreign. when we were students there, we did not have the guts to move the podium. yesterday, we just moved it away because it was in our way to get wind. LOL. its good to see the juniors again. JIA YOU K! :) DON'T WORRY! YOU ALL WILL DO WELL! STUDY HARD! :)

today is weird. LOL. okay, so i just felt like going out today. so i asked around in school. everything was not confirmed until after GP. so ya. most people had chinese but margaret, debbie and i didn't take chinese. :DD HOHO~ anyway so ya, we asked daniel koh to join us since all his friends were taking chinese and had to go for lecture. james, some guy thats not from our og, joined us. somehow and ya we went to the library. we attempted to study but we ended up digging dirt about daniel k and james. okay, you can hardly consider that dirt. so ya, apparently james is the most talented all-rounder you can find probably in your life. seriously. he is officially the most talented person i know in my WHOLE 16 going 17 years of my life. okay so in the end debbie, daniel k, james and i went to eat macs for lunch and margaret couldn't join us. D: so after lunch, or more like when we were ordering food. i was going 'what the? why am i having lunch with daniel k and james?' LOL. i don't even know james. okok must make friends, but still... i haven't even go eat lunch with all my og ppl yet and i'm going for lunch with a person i know less than 24 hours o.o. i don't know why i'm making such a big deal out of this but i don't know its somehow just big? plus when we were leaving, it was pouring. debbie and i didn't have umbrellas. instead of the girls, the guys had umbrellas. LOL. epic. LOL. so weird lar. weird weird weird. AHHHHH~ WEIRD. truthfully going lunch with daniel k is strange enough and going lunch with james too? errrrr. thanks ah. its like i only know him for one day and i already know his family history. LOL. okay, but it didn't turn out weird and awkward lar. no awkward silences. OKAY, I NEED TO GROW UP. LOL

going to study with rieka tomorrow :DDD going to try call the rest out too! :DDD oh man, i'm still amazed. very amazed.

and oh, i've got to start studying. apparently NJ aren't exactly muggers but they ain't slackers too.

no songs appeal to me now. anyone has any song to recommend?
this week passed super fast~~

tuesday:
HOUSE MEET :D GO AETHON! hoho~ our house is the goddess of love and we are represented by the colour of royalty. PURPLE. HOHO~

wednesday:
TODAY ROCKED! SERIOUSLY. THIS DAY ROCKED! SUPER FUN! :DDDDDDDDD ok so we had our mass dance practice again. then we played waterbomb! :DDD omg, i threw a bomb at rocco's face and his spects dropped. XD debbie, margaret and xianya were the first to get wet by me. HOHO~ we washed up and we had our cca carnival. i signed up for like 5 CCAs XD then ate dinner and we had the informal walk in and performances by our OGLs! :DD
OG2 OGLs:
1. Yuxin
2. HweeTian
3. Amanda
4. Kenneth
5. Rocco

thanks for everything :) they rocked the performance man! :DD then we had our mass dance. okay, by that time everyone was already high. SO WOOOOHOOOOO~ we just danced like nobody's business, it ended up like clubbing and everybody HIGH-ED :D so yup.. oh ya we ended up having couple dance -.- but ya it was okay, we were too high to give a shit. XD yup yup, so yup. :D

today:
omg, econs is damn sian. -.- i don't like it at all. lessons were boring and i drifted to my own lalaland. when i came back, i couldn't understand what she was talking about. maths lesson was slack too. slacked and waited for 1pm to come at the canteen and library. ended up playing pool with atreya. LOL. NJ HAS A POOL TABLE. :D COOOOL :D we never thought we would ever play pool in our uniforms. but HOHO~ we just did. XD

omg, tomorrow is the last day of orientation. O.O so fast! and yup. i'm here just to say that. LOL. it passed too fast.

lessons starting on thursday. anyways, i got stuff to complain about. LOL. but not today :) cos i gotta go sleep already. GOOD NIGHT :D

my OG having dinner now.. sian, regretted not going. but going for dinner while you stink and have flour in your hair doesn't feel very good right? plus the ppl i'm closer to not going so yup, i shall not regret. LOL

today wasn't entirely bad. my enthusiasm couldn't last. LOL. drained by the afternoon. XD i need more time to sleep. cycling yesterday was quite fun XD

rieka, hidir, benedict and i went cycling. we cycled out of the park and almost into pierce reservior. LOL. we saw monkeys. -.- anyway the trip back was down-slope so the bicycle went very fast without the need to paddle. :D the feeling was super shiok. XD like seriously. in a way scared but it makes me happy. LOL. adrenaline. XD ohoh and i was already feeling happy in the afternoon because i ate durian. :DDDD its like, after one bite i immediately smiled. :) SUPER NICE! :D

the OG bonding games were fun! :DD especially the running around one. XD i seriously anyhow cling to ppl. LOL. ohoh and i finally talked to the person who looks like TG :D that person played tennis too. LOL.

BLAH & i forgot to bring my phone to school today. -.- seriously, it was torture. T.T

i was talking to maruay on the phone when the line was suddenly cut. tried calling back but the woman said 'the number does not exist' then who was i talking to just now? O.O

okay, so i haven't blogged about the chalet. sorry i forgot. XD

first day:
met many ppl to buy food but took the mrt with hh, pamela, wq and wigene to pasir ris. after we bought the food we went to eat lunch. played a little arcade before meeting my uncle. OMG I WON SHAOQIN LEH! OMG CAN'T BELIEVE I WON HIM IN CAR RACING! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH :DDDDD okay, headed to the chalet. we sort of got lost and had to walk a lot. felt freaking paiseh cos my uncles was following us all the way. checked in. then started slacking. played the story-telling game darren brought. it was FUN! :D stupid darren, don't let me use my cards. -.- in the end darren won and our story doesn't make any sense. LOL. we started barbeque-ing. it was totally girl power can! the guys literally didn't do anything but eat food. -.- good ah. never mind. this proves that we females and start a fire more efficiently than most guys can anyway. muahahahahahah. then bathed. played cards. david ordered mac delivery at midnight. after supper, rieka, lynn, david, cynthia, melissa and i went for a walk at pasir ris park. talked and talked. went back around 3am plus. continued to play cards. then rieka, lynn and i borrowed bikes for atreya they all for a morning ride. we totally didn't sleep. we waited for the sun to rise but we were in the wrong position. -.- the sun was rising from the other side that cannot be accessed.

second day:
i didn't sleep at all so ya. we played cards again. dunno where rieka, sq they all suddenly go so i just slacked and watch tv with ryan and louis. went for lunch afterwards with rieka, hh, lynn, pris, serene and david. then we went to play POOL :DDD not as fun as that time but hoho~ still enjoyable. went to buy oil at ntuc then went back to the chalet. couldn't take it so i slept for around one hour after a shower, after i learnt how to play majong. OMG ITS FUN LEH. I WANNA PLAY MAJONG D: ok so ya, woke up. ate dinner. played bridge. went home.

third day:
woke up at like 5am plus to go to chalet cos ryan they all going sentosa like in the morning and no one will be there to check out. so rieka pei-ed me to the chalet. so we cleared up the chalet and realised that louis and joshua played a trick on winston and ryan so the place was dirited with toothpaste. LOL. we didn't bother clearing that up though. then checked up. pei-ed rieka to go visit tpjc. called ppl out for lunch. so rieka, hidir, benedict and i went to fish and co for lunch. then benedict left. the three of us ended up at kbox because of some promotion. but ya, it was a totally random idea. LOL. but well, we had FUN :DDD hoho~ then went home.

then school started.

today:
went for lunch with pearlin and derick. we treated derick to lunch at swensens' cos it was his belated birthday present. then we went kbox. LOL. damn it damn ex can. -.- but nevermind, afterwards we went to pearlin's house. just realied our conversation was like super random, we even talked about soap and dunno what 99.9% of germs are killed. LOL.